dear future self who will hopefully be employed:
I am moving as fast as I possibly can,
I am trying my best to get through this shift,
But I honestly feel lost.
I simply want to know how far I have gotten,
Just how far from the point where I started am I,
Just how close to when this shift ends?
I sometimes wish I had never arrived at work today,
But I just cannot give up and walk away,
For I would be steamrolled.
The coworkers who need me would not understand,
The patients who depend on me would not comprehend,
And the sense of purpose would disappear.
The perspiration from running around is blinding me,
And I cannot visualize the goal right now.
I am moving so fast at the present time,
That I am breathless and listless.
Prepare me for what the rest of the day may bring,
Allow me to complete the job,
That had been mine as the shift began.
Give me the strength to organize,
All of the things that need to be organized.
Place the shift in focus and give me direction,
Instill me with hope and allow me room to thrive.
Do not drown me in chaos; shove distractions aside.
Allow this job to move me into a straightened path,
Give me the fortitude and courage to make it through the day.
the amount of time I spend combing nursing websites/career sites/everythingsites is becoming borderline unhealthy
GOOD THING I CAN PLAY LOL TO RELEASE STRESS